• ZARA BLUE MIDI DRESS OOTD
    Beauty,  Fashion,  Inspiration,  Latest

    Modern Feminine Fashion

    How to incorporate low end and high end fashion to build the ulimate feminine wardrobe

    ” A girl should be two things: classy and fabulous.”

    One of my secrets to buliding a wardrobe is thrifting. I’ve found so many little gems at thrift stores for a little of nothing. One of my favorite things to search for are blazers, dresses, unqiue and vintage jewelery. I enjoy the hunt of finding quality pieces for $2-5 on average. Sometines the pieces need tailoring or cleaning but often times I find brand new pieces. I then mix thoses pieces with my more higher end accessories such as a belt, purse or earrings to set it off. I also enjoy shopping at Zara a very fashion forward but affordable store. I find the quality to be about mid-range but the variety is endless. You can find pieces for the entire family and everything is on trend. Lastly Aritiza is new to me and I enjoyed shopping at their Honolulu location in the Ala Moana mall. The service was incredible and the quality of the clothing is very good. However, the prices are a about triple the price of Zara. So I find myself purchasing staples from Aritiza pieces that I can mix and match with anything in my current wardrobe.

    Causal Day at the Office OOTD
    Blazer: Goodwill
    Shirt: Goodwill
    Jeans: Walmart Time and Tru
    Shoes: Zara: https://go.magik.ly/ml/1iio5/
    Tote: Nordstroms: https://go.magik.ly/ml/1hu10/
    Glasses: Seekee
    Blue Miami OOTD
    Dress: Zara Dress: https://go.magik.ly/ml/1hu0j/
    Shoes: Goodwill
    Bag: Rebecca Minkoff: https://go.magik.ly/ml/13599/
    Glasses: Seeke

    Aritiza Summer Hampton’s OOTD

    Aritiza Shorts: https://go.magik.ly/ml/1hu0q/

    Aritiza Tank: https://go.magik.ly/ml/1hsy0/

    Rebecca Minkoff Purse: https://go.magik.ly/ml/13599/

    Marc Fisher Sandals (bottega dupes) https://go.magik.ly/ml/1hu0t/

    I shared a detailed try-on video on my Youtube channel please be sure to stop by and say hi.

    https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2IohxuO29mVZheUuOSjsxA

    xoxo Alishia

  • Inspiration

    THE GAME OF LIFE AND HOW TO PLAY IT

    Every now and again I will come across a book the enlightens my spirit and I feel as if I’ve obtain profound wisdom, insights and even life secrets that are typically passed down from generation to generation from elders of the family or church. When I ran across the audio book of “The Game of Life and How to Play it” I spent hours listening rewinding, write notes, and taking in every word of wisdom from the audio book. I eventually decided to order “The Collected Works of Florence Scovel Shinn” and I study it to understand the universal laws of life. The book inspired me to start a book club on Pateron in hopes of forming a femininity community of women who are willing to share inspiration, advice, and wisdom to help create a better life and to form life changing habits that will aid in improving and leveling up our overall quality and outlook of life. It’s book like this that I one day wish to pass on to my daughter and hopefully she will pass on to her daughter. So they can see where I’ve highlighted and written notes to emphasize nuggets of wisdom that have helped me to manifest the life of my dreams and to also assist women all over the world eventually do the same.

    “no man is your enemy, no man is your friend, every man is your teacher”

    xoxo Alishia

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    38 Feminine Hobbies

    An essential aspect of femininity is rest and leisure knowing when to lean back and rest. However, in your times of leisure you may find yourself bored. Discovering new feminine hobbies is a great way to try and learn something new. Here are a thirty-eight feminine hobbies you could try for the New Year.

    1. Tennis
    2. Painting
    3. Collecting Art
    4. Reading
    5. Writing a novel or blog
    6. Take a pottery class
    7. Learn to play a new instrument
    8. Baking classes
    9. Culinary classes
    10. Start a garden or study Apothecary
    11. Write poetry 
    12. Ballet
    13. Horseback Riding
    14. Traveling
    15. Take swim lessons
    16. Crochet and knitting
    17. Visit museums 
    18. Take an etiquette class
    19. Learning a new language 
    20. Pilates 
    21. Yoga
    22. Content Creation
    23. Start a podcast
    24. Interior Design
    25. Become a wine connoisseur 
    26. Take cinematography classes
    27. Take acting classes
    28. Take modeling classes
    29. Take a public speaking class
    30. Take a mission trip
    31. Scrapbooking
    32. Journaling 
    33. Jewelry making
    34. Create T-Shirts (Circuit)
    35. Event planning
    36. Drawing
    37. Photography
    38. Bird watching
  • Fashion,  Inspiration,  Latest

    How to pivot…..

    Have you ever felt the need to pivot? To change careers? Go back to school? Quit that dead end job? To finally end that toxic relationship?

    Pivoting requires courage. Pivoting requires self-autonomy. In a world so loud and filled with “shoulds” and “ought to’s” pivoting requires you to dig deep within and find what brings you joy. If you are naturally creative finding the right outlet to express yourself maybe challenging. So, you may find yourself pivoting from time to time.

    That time came for me after working on my Youtube channel for years I decided that I’d somehow gotten off track, distracted, and I needed to pivot. So after 30k subscribers and being featured in Essence Online Magazine, working with dozens of brands. I deleted my social media accounts. At first it felt amazing, life was slow, easy and peaceful. Then came the grief, I couldn’t believe I deleted years of hard work. Lastly came the acceptance, it was time to pivot in a different direction.

    So I had to go within and really think about what is it I’m passionate about and honestly it was simple. I love to inspire women to look and feel their best. Everyone has their unique way to contribute to society and mines has and will always be fashion.

    So when I was searching for affordable, chic yet feminine spring items. I came across a few gems from the brand Scoop at Walmart.com

    Top: https://go.magik.ly/ml/1sza4/

    Shirt:https://go.magik.ly/ml/1sza5/

    Scoop Micro Stripe Midi Dress

    https://rstyle.me/+FVaDEmgrMyfam42mj7eiVw

    Scoop Women’s Black Stripe Midi Skirt

    https://rstyle.me/+VPOfXma6F_cfElkTtrPx-g

    Scoop black square neck top

    https://rstyle.me/+nJsdg2DT4psYYEoKFfYSzQ

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    understanding the psychology of stalking

    Dear Divine Feminine,

    As you embark your femininity journey and tap into your divine essence you may come across a few unhinged personalities. In light of the “Idaho four” we learned the perpetrator stalked his victim’s for at least ten months prior to the incident. I think it’s time we change the narrative regarding stalking and harassment and take these unwanted advantages serious. Understanding the mindset of a stalker is vital. Often times you never know what may set them off as their ego’s are typically fragile so educating yourself on the types of stalking can be of some assistance to you. Understand that when dealing with this personality type the obsessive behavior is often about power and control. 

    The Four types of Stalking

    According to stalkingrisk.com there are four types of stalkers.

    1. The Rejected Stalker– “Rejected stalking arises in the context of the breakdown of a close relationship. Victims are usually former sexual intimates; however family members, close friends, or others with a very close relationship to the stalker can also become targets of Rejected stalking. The initial motivation of a Rejected stalker is either attempting to reconcile the relationship, or to exacting revenge for a perceived rejection. In many cases Rejected stalkers present as ambivalent about the victim and sometimes appear to want the relationship back, while at other times they are clearly angry and want revenge on the victim. In some cases of protracted stalking, the behaviour is maintained because becomes a substitute for the past relationship as it allows the stalker to continue to feel close to the victim. In other cases the behaviour is maintained because it allows the stalker to salvage their damage self-esteem and feel better about themselves.”

    2. The Resentful stalker– “Resentful stalking arises when the stalker feels as though they have been mistreated or that they are the victim of some form of injustice or humiliation. Victims are strangers or acquaintances who are seen to have mistreated the stalker. Resentful stalking can arise out of a severe mental illness when the perpetrator develops paranoid beliefs about the victim and uses stalking as a way of ‘getting back’ at the victim. The initial motivation for stalking is the desire for revenge or to ‘even the score’ and the stalking is maintained by the sense of power and control that the stalker derives from inducing fear in the victim. Often Resentful stalkers present themselves as a victim who is justified in using stalking to fight back against an oppressing person or organisation.”

    3. Intimacy Seeking – “stalking arises out of a context of loneliness and a lack of a close confidante. Victims are usually strangers or acquaintances who become the target of the stalker’s desire for a relationship. Frequently Intimacy Seeking stalkers’ behaviour is fuelled by a severe mental illness involving delusional beliefs about the victim, such as the belief that they are already in a relationship, even though none exists (erotomanic delusions). The initial motivation is to establish an emotional connection and an intimate relationship. The stalking is maintained by the gratification that comes from the belief that they are closely linked to another person.”

    4. The Incompetent Suitor– ” stalks in the context of loneliness or lust and targets strangers or acquaintances. Unlike the Intimacy Seeker, however, their initial motivation is not to establish a loving relationship, but to get a date or a short term sexual relationship. Incompetent Suitors usually stalk for brief periods, but when they do persist their behaviour is usually maintained by the fact that they are blind or indifferent to the distress of victim. Sometimes this insensitivity is associated with cognitive limitations or poor social skills consequent to autism spectrum disorders.”

    5. Predatory Stalker-” stalking arises in the context of deviant sexual practices and interests. Perpetrators are usually male and victims are usually female strangers in whom the stalker develops a sexual interest. The stalking behaviour is usually initiated as a way of obtaining sexual gratification (e.g., voyeurism targeting a single victim over time), but can also be used a way of obtaining information about the victim as a precursor to a sexual assault. In this sense the stalking is both instrumental and also gratifying for those stalkers who enjoy the sense of power and control that comes from targeting the usually unsuspecting victim.”

    What is the objective of a stalker ?

    According to exploringyourmind.com “the objective of a stalker is to access the life of a person they want or love, even if doing so is not appropriate. Through fear, they slowly take over every aspect of their victim’s life. Psychologists divide stalkers in to two general groups: psychotic and not psychotic. Stalkers in the former group have some kind of psychological disorder or mental imbalance. One step above bullies are stalkers. The term refers to those who watch, lie in wait for, and sometimes physically assault their victim or victims. They seek to be one step behind their victim at all times, not caring if it makes that person uncomfortable, or that it may interfere with that person’s daily life.”

    What are the behaviors of a stalker?

    The University of Missouri Kansas City cited stalking behavior as:

    There are many behaviors that may be considered stalking:

    • Repeatedly calling your phone, including hang-ups – sometimes using an unknown number
    • Following you or showing up wherever you are
    • Sending unwanted gifts, letters, texts, or emails
    • Damaging your home, car, or other property
    • Monitoring your phone calls or computer use, possibly through spyware
    • Using technology, like hidden cameras, to watch what you do, or GPS, to track where you go
    • Driving by or lingering near your home, school, or work
    • Threatening to hurt you, your family, friends, or pets
    • Performing other actions that control, track, or frighten you
    • Using other people to try to communicate with you, like children, family, or friends

    Cyberstalking

    Since the rise if A.I stalkers now have the ability to stalk their victims online through social media and send harassing emails discreetly. The veil of A.I allows stalkers to harass victims without having to use conventional methods of stalking such as hiding in the bushes. Modern stalkers use now have the ability to hack into your computer and install recording surveliance devices in your home. “Cyberstalking does not necessarily involve direct communication, and some victims may not even realize that they are the victims of online stalking. The victims can be monitored through various methods and the information gathered can be later used for crimes such as identity theft. Some stalkers even go as far as harassing the victims offline as well and even contacting their friends.” (intellipaat.com)

    Types of Cyberstalking

    • Catfishing: The creation of fake profiles or copying of existing ones on social media to approach victims.
    • Monitoring check-ins on social media: Keeping an eye on the activities of a victim on social media to accurately gauge their behavior pattern.
    • Spying via Google Maps and Google Street View: Using Street View to spy on a victim and find their location from posts or photos on social media.
    • Hijacking webcam: Webcams can be hijacked by introducing malware-infected files into the victim’s computer.
    • Installing stalker were: Stalkerware tracks the location, enables access to texts and browsing history, makes audio recordings, etc., without the victim’s knowledge.
    • Tracking location with geotags: Digital pictures mostly have geotagged with the time and location of the picture if it is in the metadata format, which makes it easier for stalkers to access that information by using special apps.”(intellipaat.com)

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    soft life, woman of leisure

    #softlife

    There’s a trend on social media were more and more black women are changing the narrative of the common western social constructs of living a life filled with stress, constant challenges and drama. Instead more and more black women are opting for a softer life of ease, pleasure and purpose.

    black women always at the forefront of every fight

    Black women have fought every great civil and human rights fight in America. We have stood for civil rights, women’s rights and even LBGQT rights and after all of this we stand stand in the midst of a gender war with the very men we stood and marched for against police brutality. Who protects the black woman? When is she allowed a life of leisure after decades of fighting? So when I see black women opting out of this hustle #teamnosleep illusion and opting for a life of ease and grace. I completely understand and I fully support the mission. In fact French women have lived a life of leisure for decades, taking two hour coffee breaks, living a slower more purposeful life, spending hours in the park reading books. 

    French expat lady of leisure

    Seeing women in other countries living a life without responsibilities and the pressure of western society of rush, work hard, and grind. Gives me a sense of hope that the desire for a softer slower life filled with pleasure and passion is in fact a reality and not a fairytale. Women of leisure actually do exist and they have the time to write blogs about their life of pleasure and ease. They spend entire days at museums learning about history and art. They take on new hobbies and interests such as piano lessons or pottery. They paint entire canvases while listening to classical music. They spend their summers vacationing and visiting different countries. While in America we debate over who gets to sit in the front seat. We’re constantly at war, arguing and debating about nothing. 

    As a stay a former stay at home mom I can say there’s a tremendous amount of guilt that comes with staying at home. We have been programmed to define our identity with our careers and accomplishments. So when a woman stays home to either care for her children or simply live a life of leisure she often becomes the subject of disapproval.

    Only you can decide ultimately the type of life you desire to live. Once you change your prespective on what you see is possible you are now about to attract an entire new way of living into your reality. There are no trophies in life. So why not live your best life without the pressure of what society thinks is best for you.

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    women are the prize

    He who finds a wife, finds a good thing.

     There’s an age old debate regarding who is the prize in society on social media. The rise of femininity introduced a old way of thinking to modern women. It taught women their true divine essence and soft power. Many femininity guru’s token the phrase “you are the prize” as an empowerment mechanism to encourage women to embrace their divinity. As femininity is the complementary energy to masculinity. However, some men felt triggered by this token phrase and questioned why women were the prize when men were the providers and protectors of women. So naturally as women who were learning to embrace our feminine energy we tapped into our collaborative energy and allowed men to have that “space” as well (do you want to be right or happy). As we realize that men are naturally competitive and as soft feminine women, we don’t debate.

    know thyself

    However, as I sit and think about why women were initially taught that they were the prize it was never to belittle our counterparts. In fact only a WINNER wins a prize. So what if we change the narrative to “women are the prize and men are the winners”. With this being said not every man is a winner and not every woman is a prize. Being a prize come’s with a deep sense of knowing your value to your man. God create us as an helpmeet, and society has lied to many women as a result we find more single depressed women. Leaning into your feminine energy and being with a man who is a winner will require a different mindset, not one of self-entitlement but feminine energy. It’s also important that we note that no matter how feminine a woman is there are some men who are misogynistic and believe a woman should earn, work or compete for him. They moan and complain about how men are expected to work and toil to achieve while women are expected just to be. Although “being” is feminine energy, when Adam and Eve ate from the forbidden tree God cursed men to hard work and labor and women to childbirth and labor. Rarely ever do you hear women complaining about men not working and toiling to bear a child. However, men are entitled to their perspective and as feminine women we do not try to appeal to a man’s logic or reason. We create pleasurable experiences in which they can only feel why God create us as the prize.

    xoxo

    Alishia

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    why you should date yourself

    The relationship you have with yourself is the longest relationship you will always have so cherish it. I believe a huge component of self-love is the ability to be alone with yourself. I absolutely love the thought of showing up for yourself. Often times we wait for a special occasion to dress up or we wait until we have a date to check-out the new restaurant in town. Sadly sometimes we spend more time waiting than living. While I don’t think there’s anything wrong with companionship I do believe it’s not smart to place your life on hold. Instead I suggest dating yourself, taking yourself to those nice restaurants that you’ve really wanted to try and request a window seat. Go see that new movie you’ve really wanted to see. Visit that quaint little coffee shop that serves the best latte’s you’ve ever tried. Drive a couple hours to visit your local winery and learn about wine pairing. Buying yourself a beautiful bouquet of roses just because you cherish yourself. Stop waiting and start living.

    Solo date to Alice and Wonderland Exhibit

    I believe that having solo date’s are essential for every woman it doesn’t matter if you’re single or married ( you’re single until you’re married). However, creating time to fully divulge in the things that interest you can build your self-confidence. You aren’t putting your life on hold for the perfect companion or waiting on someone else. Your life isn’t revolving around someone else and you aren’t externalizing the things that genuinely interest you in hopes that someone will join you. I believe the most attractive women are those who have their own life, interests and hobbies. Who are you without your husband, boyfriend or fiance? In 2022 I set a goal to challenge myself to trying new things, I went to museums, botanical gardens, I tried pilates, took solo afternoon dates to the movies, I started different diy projects, painted, started skating again, hiked a volcano. The point is I’m always immersing myself in life, either alone or with my husband but if he’s unavailable or simply not interested I have a life. 

    Oshun

    There’s a story of how Oshun the African Goddess of love, water, sensuality and femininity lured Ogun the God of civilization, iron, and technology from the forest. Ogun grew tired of the world and the demands of civilization and retreated to the forrest and because he was the God of technology and blacksmith the world stopped. One by one, all of the Goddess went to the forrest to reason with Ogun to return back to civilization but he would simply chase them out of the forrest. So finally Oshun went into the forrest, she didn’t reason or even approach Ogun instead she went into the lake and started to sing softly while dancing. Ogun saw Oshun in the lake singing and dancing in her own world and was intrigued. He walked closer and closer to Oshun until he was finally face to face with the Goddess. Oshun still didn’t try to reason with Ogun instead she dipped her finger in her honeypot that she wore around her waist and smeared the honey on Ogun’s lips. Ogun returned to civilization and all was well again in the kingdom. Although this story is considered African Mythology we can learn from Oshun, she didn’t try to reason logically with Ogun but she stayed in her domain which was water, sensuality and femininity and allowed her energy to draw him near. She had a life, filled with interests and hobbies that she was wildly passionate about. There’s nothing more attractive than seeing a woman in her element, especially when she’s passionate and excited about it. So I challenge you to take out time to find hobbies, places, or things that ignite your passion.

    xoxo Alishia

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    the rise of femininty

    If you’ve been on social media lately, you may have noticed the rise of femininity or soft life. More and more black women are navigating the idea of a soft feminine life. This concept of learning about the divine feminine energy and tapping into your soft power has become a phenomenon to women. So why the rise of femininity, I think most women are just tired. Tired of carrying the load and feeling out of sync with our natural self. Tired of the burn-out and the hustle culture. When you operate in your divine feminine you allow yourself to rest. You allow yourself to move at a slower pace. You realize that hustle culture #teamnosleep is a trap. More and more black women are realizing that they’ve been lied to. The independent woman is a full-time job that robs you of your essence. When God gave me the vision of The Southern Feminine Wife I wanted to encourage women to unlearn the concepts of society and to tap back into their natural essence. Femininity is a gift and once you align with this energy you will feel the abundance of it’s energy. You will feel aligned. You will feel inflow. This is because femininity is your natural birthright but this energy can only be cultivated in a certain environment. I noticed my femininity flourished once I felt protected and provided for.

    Once I was able to secure the three basic levels of human needs, survival, security and love I was able to flourish into my femininity. So what is femininity? It is your soft unique power that you posses as a woman. It’s the softness of your voice, the grace in your walk, kindness and politeness, the willingness to forgive, resourcefulness, ahimsa, compassion, modesty, benevolence, mercy, nurturing, receiving, intuitive, cynical thinking, nature, earth, moon, allowing, creating, emotional, vulnerability, connection, creation, flow, desires, feeling, changing, beauty, collaboration, pleasure, vision, and experiencing . 

    Femininity is a energy, it is the complimentary energy of masculinity. So it brings so much joy to my heart to see women finally realizing their personal unique soft power. Nothing makes me happier than to see women enjoying their femininity and exploring the soft side of life. Embracing your femininity is a gift and once you start your journey even if you slip-up from time to time but you will ultimately find yourself drawn back to your true essence.

    life gets to be easy

    xoxo

    Alishia

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    who encourage’s the encourager

    “a lesson from geese”

    Burnout is real. As of lately, I’ve found myself repeating I am so tired. I’ve found myself questioning, what is the point? Why am I trying to help humanity when my life seems to be crumbling? So who encourages the encourager? Who does the strong one go to? I was cleaning out my desk and found this story about geese.

    Fact 1: As each goose flaps its wings it creates an “uplift” for the birds that follow. By flying in a “V” formation, the whole flock adds 71% greater flying range than if each bird flew alone.

    Lesson 1: If it takes a village to raise a family and success or building a business is like having a baby then it will require teamwork and community to assist with achieving the overall goal. “Iron sharpens iron.”

    Fact 2: When a goose falls out of formation, it suddenly feels the drag and resistance of flying alone. It quickly moves back into formation to take advantage of the lifting power of the bird immediately in front of it.

    Lesson 2: Whenever you are out of alignment you will feel the resistance but when you stay in formation with like-minded people we are willing to accept help and be at service to others.

    Fact 3: When the lead goose tires, it rotates back into the formation and another goose flies to the point position.

    Lesson 3: In a society that teaches independence, this is often a trauma response of disappointment. Interdependence is a gift were each person can rely on their own personal skills and capabilities.

    Fact 4: The geese flying in formation honk to encourage those up front to keep up their speed.

    Lesson 4: Encouragement is powerful.

    Fact 5: When a goose gets sick,two geese drop out of formation and follow it down to help protect it. They stay with it until it is able to fly again or dies. Then they launch out with another formation or catch up with the flock.

    Lesson 5: Stand by your team in difficult times as well as when they are strong.

  • Inspiration

    The Law of Assumption: Lucky Girl Syndrome

    Dear Divine Feminine,

    There’s a viral video on social media called the “lucky girl syndrome” in these video’s women are verbally speaking “I’m so lucky, everything always works out for me.”

    @lauragalebe

    These affirmation video’s have gone viral with countless testimonies on how verbally speaking over your life can bring your desires to reality. Neville Goddard refers to this philosophy as the law of assumption. What we assume to be true, we call into our reality by using your imagination as tool to visualize the desire’s of your heart. Goddard teaches that nothing exists outside of your own consciousness, and your entire experience of the world is simply a projection of your internal consciousness. 2023 is the year of WORDS and spirituality. Spirituality is the direct connection and relationship you have with God. The bible speaks about how our words reflect the abundance of our HEART and everyday we make the decision to worship LOVE or FEAR. In fact, “fear not” is written 365 times in the Bible. God has given us clear instructions to choose LOVE over FEAR.

    Emotional Guidance Chart

     Fear is a low vibrational emotion, it places you in a victim mindset and in constant need of being saved. Love is the highest frequency you can operate in, it is Christ consciousness. Love is union and fear is separation. Love is acceptance and fear is rejection. Love is empowering and fear is powerless. Love is joy and fear is grief. Love is vitality and fear is depletion. Love is freedom and fear is restriction. Love is authentic and fear is fake. A wise man once said promote what you love versus bashing what you hate.

    What we constantly speak about and focus on we attract. The first law in the Kyablion states “All is Mind” it is the principle of mentalism. Every single person who was born unto this earth is CHOSEN, there were millions of sperm cells fighting to fertilize one egg and God choose you. There’s no separation we are all one. Fear will always carry a us versus them mindset but love knows we are one. Love doesn’t compare or compete it simply is. The ancient Egyptians believed that your heart must be “as light as a feather” in order to cross-over into the afterlife. This doesn’t mean that you are perfect but it means that you are able to let go of whatever is no longer serving you and your highest self.

    Rewriting and changing the narrative of your trauma gives you the personal power to tell a different story. You ever meet people who are always in drama? There entire persona is based off their trauma and they have no identity outside of trauma bonding. They tend to THRIVE in drama and confusion. Everyday they’re fighting the same old battle. Year after year it’s the same story. You see no progression just stuck in the vicious cycle of trauma. Drama has become their identity and brand. The 42 Laws of Power state to stay far away from the unlucky and unhappy.

    So by saying “I’m sooooo lucky everything always works out for me” and really FEELING the emotion l you will change the trajectory of your life. Etymology teaches us that WORDS cast SPELLS and the word SPELLING confirms the power of our words. Cursing is another form of speaking but why do we use the term CURSES to define negative or vulgar language it is because words can cast CURSES. It’s hidden in plain sight, but “my people perish for a lack of knowledge”.  If we breakdown the etymology of enemy we get En or Ene = IN  and My = ME. The ENEMY is really the EN-IN-ME you are your own worst enemy.

    I challenge you to tell yourself and others I am so lucky try it for 30 days you have nothing to lose and everything to gain.

    xoxo Alishia

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    Rewrite the Story: Changing the Narrative of Trauma

    How I overcame my addiction to weed 

    Dear Divine Feminine,

      Healing is a journey filled with good and bad days. As you embark your journey to discover the divine feminine within you have to heal the trauma. Trauma will keep you in a constant loop of telling the same story over and over again. It stunts your growth and you’re stuck on replay. Days, weeks, even years will go by and you will find yourself still telling the same story to anyone who will listen. You find yourself alternating between the victim awaiting for someone to save you and the judge awaiting for justice. What if I told you, no one is coming to save you. The person that you are waiting for is you. There is a goddess inside of you that’s yearning to be free. She is still there packed under all the baggage you’ve carried for all of these years. Fear is the greatest prison it is a mental prison that many people are unaware they are prisoners of. Fear is the parent of the victim and the judge and these two voices will not allow you to heal and reach your highest potential. Nature is a huge indicator of life, we have our seasons, winter, spring, summer and fall. Winter is the season of cold weather, it kills the overabundance of life and allows the leaves to fall back unto the earth to fertilize the ground. It is the season of letting go. If we didn’t have winter months there would be an overabundance of nature. It is the season of rest and hibernation. Rewriting the story of your trauma allows you to see it in a different perspective. It allows you to grow from being a victim or a judge to a conqueror. No one on this planet escapes trauma. We all have work to do but instead telling that same long drawn out story what if you shift the narrative. For example, I was a online content creator my phone was hacked and all of my personal business was exposed to the world. My friends, family, and even my spouse started to act weird. I felt attacked, unprotected and vulnerable. My every move was constantly monitored and studied closely. I felt like everyone was in on the big secret and I had no idea what exactly was happening. I felt alone. I told this story to anyone who would listen. Most people who insinuate that nothing was happening but I knew different. I was stuck in this loop for years as I searched and searched for the why’s and how. I was the victim begging for someone to help me. I was upset with God for allowing this to happen. I was the judge condemning people for their actions or non-action. After telling this story for years, God told me to shift my perspective. Truth is I was living a lie. I was addicted to weed and spent hundred’s of dollars monthly on weed. I’d prayed to God for deliverance but I knew I needed more than human strength to defeat this monster. My addiction to weed cost me more than just money. It cost me time with my family, and loved ones. I felt like I couldn’t deal with life without being high. One day God sent me a earth angel. He held up a mirror and I saw a long hard look at myself. I didn’t like what I saw in the mirror. The earth angel told me the change the things that I didn’t like and to accept the things that I could not change. He gave me a space to be vulnerable, real and authentic. This gave me a sense of freedom that I’ve never felt before. It woke me up from a deep sleep and allowed me to see the power within. This earth angel showed me that I was precious and pure in the sight of God and that my existence wasn’t an accident. He loved me so much that he risked it all but he never gave up on me. He showed me that because I was abusing, judging and rejecting myself that life was only holding up a mirror. I cried, screamed and pleaded to be left alone but this earth angel loved me unconditionally that it broke his heart to not see me live up to my highest potential. He told me he needed me to heal so I can then use my trials and tribulations to inspire young women in the world. I told him the crown was too heavy and he told me to get my punk ass up. I was not a victim or weak. I didn’t need saving. I didn’t need anyone to make me whole. I am perfect. I am loved. I am unique. I am strong and capable. I am not a victim. I am a goddess. I honor, respect, and accept myself. There’s nothing anyone can do to me that I don’t first allow. This earth angel showed me internal and ethereal peace within. So I am thankful for it all. It showed me how strong I am. It showed me how much I’ve evolved within the last five years. I saved myself and found myself. So whatever your story is (we all have one) change the narrative, shift the perspective, there are gifts in your low moments. And if you live to survive it is your duty to teach what you’ve learned.